Today Is one of those days were I am really missing my family back at home. I just wish I was there to give them all hugs! This time four years ago my family and I were sending my beloved father to heaven and it is really just hitting me now that I haven't spoken to him or seen in for that long. It was a hard time in my life and I went through chronic depression for about a year and didn't talk to anyone about the situation. i kept it all in and it wasn't the smartest idea for me to do. Needless to say I lost so much weight and got down to 80 pounds my junior year. It took time to get use to the fact that I would never see my dad again until god decided it was my time to go. It was really hard going from being a daddys girl to not having him around. : / Days like this I wish I was home with the family because I know my sisters are struggling just has much as I am. It has been almost a year since I have seen family and I miss them like crazy...All this emotion is just now hitting me and sorry to put my followers through it
On a lighter note it is hump day!! YAYY
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
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aw michel, i'm so sorry for your loss. i dread the day that i have to go through what you have. it's made you such a strong person though! your dad is probably looking down so proud of you for all your accomplishments- school, getting married, being independent and moving away. thinking about you today :)
ReplyDeleteIm sorry about your loss girl. I am not going to sit here and say I understnad what your going through and why you feel the way you do, because I don't. But just know that you have an angel looking down on you now watching over you. I am sure he is so proud of you and for everything you have accomplished! & I am sure he is very proud of Joe too :) If you need anything I am only 5 minutes away :)
ReplyDeleteDon't be sorry, This is your blog and we follow and read your posts to see what you've been up to :) We're here for you girlie. I'm so sorry about your loss :( I can't imagine how it feels, but he's in a better place and hes another angel God has watching over you. I know what you mean about missing family, Since I'm out in the Pacific I rarely have the chance and money to fly back to visit. Skype is a great tool :) and it's free! :P I hope your day gets better and I'll keep your family in my prayers tonight for never forgetting, but having all the pain to go away. :)
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