Alright this blog is getting a little personal, but I am curious if anybody has ever had this problem. I am just going to bluntly throw it out there.
I am not on any birth control, have not been for about a year now. When I was on it, it made me sick and did not settle well with me. Plus I hate pills, and I just think the Ring is a little disturbing, and I despise shots. So I just said the heck with it. I am not against having kids at all. The hubs and I both would love to have a little one running around one day. Needless to say right now is not the best timing. But back on topic. While I was on BC me cycle was regular. I had one every month. I got off of BC and the first two months were fine and then I went 6 months without one. I took many many pregnancy test all were negative but one. I then went to the doctor for them to tell me that I was not pregnant and they then began pounding me with question to try and figure out what was wrong. This was while we were leaving in Oklahoma. The doctor told me that she thinks that I have not had my period because I was depressed because I was so far from family and it was affecting my cylce. Okay
1. I am not depressed.
2. I am FINALLY, after 6 months, with my hubby again
3. I have been away from family for like 3 years anyways
4. Yes, I miss family but not that much to be depresses about it
Ugh sometimes I think some military doctors are SLOW!! So after she told me that it could be depression I just said the hell with it Ill just wait till we get to Washington to go to the doctors there. Well I ended up finally getting my period and forgot all about it until now! It has been like a month and a half without one. I really do not feel like going through all that crap at the doctors here! knowing my luck, I will just hear the same crap. I get really scared sometimes thinking about this. all the what if's begin to pop up in my head
I cant have kids
I have ovarian cancer
Something else is wrong with me..
ahhh!! so many things could be wrong. So this brings me to this. Do any of you lovely ladies have any advice at all. Should I just suck it up and go to the doctor? Thanks a milion
2 months ago