school = stress

Lately I have been so stressed. With working full time, and going to school full time has really been kicking my ass. I have always attended school and worked at the same time, but not this much. I am a full time student, which this semester means 5 classes only because I want to get my full finical aid. This is supposed to be my last semester, but it really does not look like it is going to be this way. One of my classes, my book was two weeks late arriving in the mail, so I missed two assignments, and in my other classes I have been just slacking. I forget all the time that I am on a different time zone then my classes or on, so when things are due at 8 PM it is due at 5 PM here and I totally don't realize this till after the deadline. Two days ago i get an email from my teacher saying that the test we are having, Which would be open for two days ( Thursday and Friday)and it will have to be proctored and that our proctors have the password. Well this is horrible for me because I didn't get this email till Thursday morning and my proctor only test on Thursdays at 8AM and of course I would be at work then and Friday she doesn't even come in. So otherwise I watched myself get a big fat ZERO yesterday on a test that I had no control over. So with all this being said I am really tired of school and sometimes I begin to think WHY? Why am I trying so hard to get my degree, when I have a good paying job that I will move up on and will more than likely end up paying me better than any job I get with my degree. Then I remember that I know I will not always have this job and wont be so lucky next time when looking for a job.
So with this being said, I basically believe that I am not going to finish this semester and I will be taking a couple classes over next semester. BOO! Someone HELP me. : ) ha.

Also, Joe is doing well over there, i believe anyways. I haven't really talked to him in like 3 days because he schedule is really crappy and he is flying when I am awake and asleep when I am awake. I get a FB message ever now and then. IT sucks because I could really use his support in times like this. But I wont get into all this on here.

Anyways with all that being said I decided to do this survey that I found on my friend Kelsey's blog

A. Age: 21 about to be 22 in April!

B. Bed size: We have a queen, but really want a king. however it would not fit in these small base housing bedrooms : (

C. Chore you dislike:Cleaning the bathroom. Especially the guest bathroom. I just do not like toilets. GROSS

D. Dogs: We have one beautiful dog, Auzza

E. Essential start to your day: Rushing! Put the dog out, get dressed, pull my hair up, brush my teeth, let the dog in, and head out the door grabbing a cereal bar. I should probably wake up earlier that 20 minuets before I have to be at work.

F. Favorite color :Emerald green!

G. Gold or silver: Silver.

H. Height: 5'2

I. Instruments you play(ed): ehh, yeah none. My sisters took that role, and I took the sports.

J. Job title: Student/Youth program assistant

K. Kids: none

L. Live: my hometown is Cairo, GA, but living in WA now

M. Mom’s name: Donna

N. Nicknames: chel, which I hate, My family calls me ladybug, and Joe calls me bug, or baby bug. And Joe and I have a few together that our friends like to call us. Milkjugs is one. You would have to know our last name to get it. ha.

O. Overnight hospital stays: once

P. Pet peeves: So many, but one that drives me nuts is, when there are people around me eating and I am not eating. I hate hearing them eat, even when they aren't smacking.

Q. Quote- "When you're struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realize that every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it's just as hard as what you're going through.

R. Righty or lefty: Righty, but I tumble with my left. Weird

S. Siblings: 2 sisters 1 brother

T. Time you wake up: 5:20AM

U. Underwear: I am addicted to lacy boy shorts, or underwear.

V. Vegetables you don't like: spinach, mushrooms, cucumbers, and onions.

W. What makes you run late: Me waking up later or My dog.

X. X-rays you’ve had: To many. I dislocated my shoulder tearing my rotator cuff, and couple of ligaments so I had tone done on that.

Y. Yummy food you make: Rocky top chicken, mashed potatoes, mac-n-cheese, peas!

Z. Zoo animal favorites:Giraffes